Monday, November 09, 2009

twinkle toe

When a blue banana meets a pink chicken a flumposaur will start to snore, the whore snore ghost our christmas host is really not so far, a twinkle toe a tiny glow a sprinkle snow i know i know, a little weep and not to keep can help you sleep without a peep

Wednesday, September 09, 2009

my first video boogie

I was rocking and someone had a camera.. i dont think i have ever seen myself playing before..

Tuesday, September 08, 2009

Tuesday, August 25, 2009


There can only be struggle if there are opposing forces

There can only be opposing forces if they are sustained

Sustenance occurs by volition or choice

There is only choice, conscious or unconscious


The struggle of opposing forces can only exist if one or both are sustained by an unconscious choice. No one will sustain two opposing forces consciously. But we can be pretty unconscious.. I once heard someone say 'i am prepared to give up freedom for liberty'

If you like struggle don't look, sustenance can continue.

To end struggle follow the leader.

Identify the forces and then their sustenance.

It can end there.

Tuesday, August 18, 2009

Vampires and Relationships

I know this may seem obvious.. But it seems to be fact about relationships that's only really just sinking in for me.

My realization is simply that:

'There is no point in a relationship if two of you want different things out of the relationship'

I am going to call this 'incompatible'

OK obvious i know but is it really, how many relationships go on for ever and ever while each person wants different things. The complaints become the point of conversation. So much so that I recon finding something to complain about is more important than finding common ground to relate about.

Many people persist their lives in incompatible relationships. I am sure you know a few.

We do this for valid reasons, i don't believe anyone does anything without reason, its just we are not conscious of those reasons. So much so that we will all lie to ourselves about the reasons or more likely never want to explore them and lie to ourselves to avoid exploring them.

Most of us will pretend and lie about all sorts of things to have a relationship persist when it is clearly incompatible. It does not have to be one relationship either, the pretend can be maintained in many ways including having one relationship after another, none of which 'work' or even having no relationship at all which clearly doesn't 'work'. Why go through all this trouble, what is so important to sustain here ?

I think its because the relationship is telling you something about you, something you want to keep true for you. Something that you want to keep validating because its deep, more importantly its something that has become dear to you.

Your core belief about who you are can be so dear and so important, but at the same time it could also be completely untrue.

Have you ever looked at your deep beliefs about you and held them up to the light and checked them. Are your deep beliefs really true for you, and do you have a clue what they are ?

I believe this is what your incompatible relationship is telling you, if you want to stop complaining and have a look. Well actually you probably don't, very few people do, that is why vampires only come out at night, its dark and no one will see what they are up to.

There many things that incompatible relationships validate for people but one particularly common one is simply that people don't believe they are worth enough to get what they want. Many people don't really know what they want either, even though they think they know..

Yikes no wonder this relationship thing gets 'complicated'

When you don't believe you deserve what you want, you will 'work' to stay locked into relationships that prove you wont get what you want to validate your core belief of self. All relationships ! so this will apply to all areas of life including love and career.

Better still you can complain about it all, its a way of getting peoples attention when you don't believe you deserve attention, remember, how could you be worth getting attention if you don't deserve anything you want.

You have to find a way to steal attention, complaining is a great way.

You are a vampire !

You don't believe you are a valid human so you are a dead one, but somehow a living one, a 'living dead' or whats called 'undead'.

How do you survive ?

Feed on blood or the juice of peoples attention, by 'justified' complaining. And you can never be satiated as you already believe you dont deserve it in the first place.

Walking in limbo baby. But you get guaranteed attentive blood from all those people who love to bleed for you.

Oh and there will be many willing to feed you. Why ? well if someone bleeds for you, then they can feel deserving of feeding back. Its a self serving cycle.

You vampires can only come out at night so you can keep this hidden and lie and lie about it to yourself and to everyone else you know and love.

You are ashamed of your vampire nature.

You cant kill a vampire by normal means, they always find another way to be validating the core beliefs, the beliefs resurrect again and again in mirror forms of relationship.

How you kill a vampire

A wooden stake to shishkebab those beliefs in your heart so dear.


The light of day will kill you dead with the truth

Kill the vampire kill the vampire !

Where is your vampire hiding out ? the coffin in the family graveyard ? Probably grandma that handed down the fangs anyways.

Fangs for the memories granny. More blood anyone ?

Monday, August 17, 2009

More Music

I have been having fun recording onto my mobile phone.. but the quality aint great.. so i will by investing in a portable recorder soon

A barrelhousey jam

A boogiewoogie jam

Sunday, August 09, 2009

armo roots

And played this today

I guess you could say armouds

Sunday, June 28, 2009


Played this today

Saturday, June 06, 2009

Ode to the dog on the log

Inspired by Katie Fin Fin

To the dog on the log on a date with his mate
who was dancing around chanting pieces of eight

He said here there mate just sit on yer crate so
we can get on and enjoy what we have with this here date

I am happy and see I'm dancing for me, his mate said with
a gait that you would slate was the paragon fate of free and fine fandangaree.

The dog on the log spoke with a slow knowing nod to his god in the log on the bog of the dog with the prize of the wise.

You will listen to me and you will certainly see, I'll talk to god while i sit on my log and you can fuck of with your jamboree spree. Oh i can be knowing and so worldly wise and then you will miss out on the ultimate prize.

Your gods not for me i am to jamboree, logs and bogs are not me see! I'll have pieces of eight and dance on yer crate and you can come and join me there anytime mate.

You better be wary just look out for me and know you cant truly be fancy free. I'll kick over the crate and take your pieces of eight, we can end this date before it gets late.

Bully for you, you stingy poo is that really what you want to do..

Oh yes Oh yes i love to stew cos then i have control of you.

And so the dog on the log on the bog in the fog found god and god was proud of the dog and vowed that what will be will be so we can see in that we are truly free

Sunday, February 08, 2009


We are making it all up.. its a funny old dream of a tangerine.. even the mad people are making it all up and they are not that different to you and me.. its only that they dont agree..

When we have made up our life's meanings and someone does not agree with what we have made up we often have a problem..

If a person does not agree with our fantasy we make them the mad one. If lots of people dont agree with our fantasy we have to go to war with them.

But fantasy is fantasy, a tangerine, lots of segments

War is the product of different make-believe.. the clash of storytime, no shared story about things.

Religions or belief systems are at cause of war. Each religion has its set of stories about things, thier 'beliefs'

I think its a good idea to get these two things

* Most of us all have lots of stories that are made up.. our beliefs, belief systems or our bs.. Often these are just handed to us as kids and we just run with them without ever thinking about it.

* Most of us really like our stories. in fact we like them so much we actually think we are our bs. Otherwise we would not be so attached to them. We take it personally when they are challenged. Grow up, they are stories.. it does not matter what someone says to you about them, you will survive.

If i think i am my stories/beliefs.. when someone comes along and their stories dont agree, we have a problem.. why ? well i am my story.. so if the story is challenged so is my existence.. survival instinct kicks in and i have to destroy or i will be destroyed..

Either this person is a mad person or i am a mad person. Obviously i am not mad so they are.. but they are in my face, help.. i need to get them locked up.. if there are lots of them we have the war thing going.

Friday, January 16, 2009

Hungry Terrasplatotamous

Big nuts and funny chickens all chasing round this world of wisdom, this world of boobs and finery that is so simple its hard to be three, where three is out and twos not one and i only know my humble bum, a humble bumble dumble toe that feels the ice in melting snow, its fun its easy its hard its rough its chickens and nuggets and pickles and cheese, its a hungry terrasplatotamous with ease !