Friday, August 27, 2010

'science' of how the sun talks to us

Going to be brief on this one.. You can put the pieces together.

Part 1

If you dont know about the Global Consciousness Project at Princeton, I think you should

The Noosphere Project

In summary its all about how global events are linked to random numbers. The 'significant' discovery is that when a major event happens, there are fluctuations in randomness that can be measured in random number generators spread around the world. Events can sometimes even be foreshadowed by these fluctuations. This implies there is some sort of field of consciousness that influences us and events. And that the perturbations in that consciousness are measurable in the flow of randomness away from a true statistical mean.

OK you got that.

Part 2

The Strange Case of Solar Flares and Radioactive Elements

So now we find out that solar activity can affect the decay of radioactive elements. Nice.. Why, well because originally it was this decay that was used to measure true randomness for experiments like the noosphere project above (its not any more because they have found better random number generators).

So we have shown that the random numbers that affected global events are affected by solar activity. So the sun talks to us.

If it can be shown that all random number generators exhibit this effect then you are really on for a brain strain as you have the complete 'scientific' link right there.

So the sun communicates to the consciousness field of the earth. One of the ways we notice it expressing itself is through solar activity such as sunspots..

Now maybe you don't need that stodgy old science to catch-up with what you could feel already.

If you were interested in listening to what the sun was saying.. check out my other post on what it feels like. Now, would you say a brick didn't exist if you saw it land on your foot.

Can I feel what the sun says

Monday, August 16, 2010

Friday, August 13, 2010

Surfing the deep waves

I have started playing the piano again after quite a break.. I feel the emotions surge through me these days, stronger than ever, i have so much less shame in me about letting its all hang out so my playing just keeps opening up as I do, its great to let it all out through music and movement.


Its a land of extremes as I go deeper and deeper into my inner world.

I have to accept and enjoy my killer to enjoy my saint. It a paradox as everything is in there, sadness, joy, anger, hate, love, fear, attractions, repulsions, contractions and expansions. I have been surfing the deep waves and I like it there. You are here too.

Freedom and opening comes when I'm not judging but allowing myself to be whatever is there in the deep water, it wants to move in me. Sometimes that has felt pretty unpleasant. The hardest places to allow for me are the destructive forces there. Allowing myself to be seen as destructive and really feel that as a part of me is scary.

Uncompromising me means being with whatever is there and allow its impact on the world. No holding it in and no editing, scary and super exhilarational because actually, I have not the faintest clue what's going on or who I am.

So I keep opening, in the depths of me, i touch a raging fire, it wants to move, i feel my wanting to hold and control, a wanting me to be a certain way, an idea of me, it hurts to try to be an idea, so I let it free. It hurts someone else, or does it, i don't really know but i feel even more vulnerable as it moves out into the world.

I feel more life and my body softens, i sense more space inside and the life force in me grows as i release yet an other idea of who I was trying to be

Dropping into a unknowing deeper deep, I unfold to look around again, and I find you there with me. I lose the line between where I end and you start, or are you simply there in me ?


Monday, August 09, 2010

Solar Flares a go go

The Sun is waking up after a nearly 10-year sleep, there has been some major activity recently and the sun seems headed toward another period of pronounced activity, expected for 2013, the last of which occurred in 2001.

"On August 1st around 0855 UT, Earth orbiting satellites detected a C3-class solar flare. The origin of the blast was Earth-facing sunspot 1092. C-class solar flares are small (when compared to X and M-class flares) and usually have few noticeable consequences here on Earth besides aurorae. This one has spawned a coronal mass ejection heading in Earth’s direction."

“This eruption is directed right at us, and is expected to get here early in the day on August 4th,” according to astronomer Leon Golub. “It’s the first major Earth-directed eruption in quite some time.”

I felt this one hit and some aftershocks. Over the years I have been checking out how they affect me, I was aware of the activity last time around in 2000-2001. This time around I am getting much clearer on how they actually feel as they come in.

This was a biggie, a challenge to stay present right trough it. But also quite a treat to check out, I had to take the time out, take it really easy and stay tuned in. If I don't do that, I find them destabilising on my system, they can really push my field around. Its great to practice with as a sensitivity training.

If I stay locked into the earth's field, that where I find I can feel it. At the simplest level I feel it like a push forward, a shift or an acceleration of vibrational feeling.

I have noticed they take 3-4 days from the eruption to when I feel anything, which about matches the journey time for the solar particles to hit the earth's field, then there is about 1-2 days of wobble and rebalancing as the earth's field settles into a stable state again. The other thing that I notice is how it affects the people around me, that can take up to one more week before they seem affected.

I put this down to people levels of connection to the earth's field, as I normally see it hit people over period as they sort of 'soak up' the field shift. And the most disconnected, don't seem affected at all.

Here's the vid

And on august 7 there was another big one that is just passing us by right now but its a glancer not a direct hitter.

"On August 7th (1825 UT), magnetic fields around sunspot 1093 became unstable and erupted, producing a strong M1-class solar flare. Several amateur astronomers caught the active region in mid-flare, while NASA's Solar Dynamics Observatory recorded an extreme ultraviolet movie of the entire event. The eruption hurled a coronal mass ejection (CME) into space, just missing a direct sun-Earth line. Forecasters expect the cloud to deliver no more than a glancing blow to our planet's magnetic field when it billows by on August 9th or 10th--not a major space weather event."

Wednesday, August 04, 2010


Is it lost to be empty or is it full of it all ?

A limbo state without debate but a perfect slate which can never be late.

I want to hold on but I am lost when I try. I dont know very much really and I certainly dont understand. But I know whatever I want when I let it in.

What a fusser about empty things.

And then I walk outside and see the most perfect complete rainbow I ever saw. It feels very happy to see it.